Cause hugs are overrated just FYI.

I didn't put cons for a reason.

Are you going to be waiting up when I get home?

Well, things suck. i had a conversation yesterday about small concerts..


I really miss those. Like when it was 100 people and half were parents.. and we just stood there dancing and looking up at Joe embarrassing himself. Those were really prime. And I miss them.. But then again, I like seeing Joe embarrass himself in from of 16,000 people.. its fun hahaha.

But yesterday, a lot of things came into perspective.. especially when we were driving and almost got in a car accident. That was wonderful. But I remember who those boys are.. and how weird Nick is when he laughs, and how funny Joe is, and how 'chipmunk' like Kevin is. And it made me smile.. mostly laugh, but smile. Because I realized that they still are "our boys" and we can never change that. Once you have met those boys once and had Joe laugh at you, or one of Kevin's hugs, or seen Nick blush.. it's over. You're hooked.


It's like a drug. And most drugs.. are bad. I think this one has its good.. and has its bad.

Pros:

• When you are in LA, you can always see them somewhere.. Even if it's on a billboard.
• If you think about it, you have met them, I mean, how many people can say that?
• Not many.
• And how many people can say that they have a poster that Joe Wrote: "Nicee. I like!" on it?
• NOT MANY.
• And how many people can say that they got a Nick picture when he smiled? NOT MANY.
• And how many people can say they got to see them when Joe's "area" and his legs were getting blood flow? NOT. VERY. MANY.
• And how many people can say they heard Nick perform "Nick J Is Off The Chain"?
• And how many people heard him perform One Day At A Time? NOT MANY.
• And what about "6 Minutes"? NOT MANY AT ALL.
• And WHAT ABOUT "I AM WHAT I AM"? How many people can say they heard that song?
• And "Yo Ho?" NOT MANY NO NO NOT MANY.
• And how many.. can say that they saw those boys, when they came on stage to "Snap Yo Fingers"? I can.

I can say it. I can say all of those things. Especially the Snap Yo Fingers one.. because Nick was such a dork. Hahaha.

And how many people can say they KNEW he had diabetes before he announced it? I can.

I guess that all this time we have lost sight of what's wrong and what's right. We wanted this, we voted for this, we made people buy their albums.. so why are we complaining? Because we aren't getting credit? Well, did you expect to get credit? You aren't the ones singing on stage for 2 hours every night. You aren't the ones going on non-stop tours. You aren't the ones who have to wake up at 2AM and get off the bus to go into the hotel to sleep. You aren't the one who can't even go see a movie without being bombarded by fans. You aren't the ones who have to wear sunglasses and scarves and hats while you are in public. You aren't the ones who don't get to have a personal life. You aren't the ones who can't have a girlfriend/boyfriend because you never see them. And you aren't the ones who gave up any sign of a normal life for the one everyone led you to.

SO WHY ARE YOU PISSED OFF? If you are like me, you are the one sitting out in the rain for 8 hours to by tickets. You are the ones sitting in the back of the 16,000 ampitheatre, with your poster that says "'05 & '06 FANS!" You are the ones crying during every song because you think they have "changed". GO LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES FROM WHEN YOU WERE 13 AND THEN NOW. Tell me you haven't changed, and I will show you 4567895678 people who have. If you think that you are going to sit there, and something is going to magically happen like, KEVIN is going to remember you from 2006 Bamboozle, think again. Don't just sit there and wait for something to happen.. do it for yourself. You are the one that was there on the way up, and will be there on the way down.

Sit in the back, and scream your loudest.
Cry during every song, cry your hardest.
Laugh when they are being dorks, laugh until you cry.
Remember all the times you had, because they won't be forgotten.
Forget all those fans who think they are the shit, because they aren't.
But mostly, remember the boys for who they were, they'll come back.. just let them have their moment.

And overall, support them. Can I get an AMEN?

Hold your head up high, you're never wrong...

Great things come in small packages, God works in strange ways, and the world spins on its axle no matter what happens in your life.


When things go wrong, I'm really glad that I have people to fall back on.
And when hearts get broken, I'm really glad to have people to rely on.
And when things go right, and hearts mend, someones always there to hold my hand.


Well, today was kind of... interesting. Nicky woke me up, surprise there. Then I got online, got to school at half past nine, and I still miss you. Yeah, except not so much. I got online lmao and then I talked to Nicolette for a while, and Ashton too. Kelly Michelle and Ashton aren't coming anymore... Which is really sad.. cause now I really have nothing to do. LMAO. Well, oh well. Hahaha

I'll find somethingg.


Anyways today was actually super fun. I got a few surprises.. went to the movies in LA with surprises and thenn came home and am now chilling.

Today's Life Lesson:

Friends are always there for you no matter what. Isn't that cool though? To know that no matter what, your friends are there. There to call you a fag, there to tell you to shut up, and there to help you plan out your vacations to the minute. Isn't that cool?


I love having best friends.


yes, yes I do.

Living out the same old moment..

Knowing you'd me better off instead

if you could only

say what you need to say,

say what you need to say,

say what you need to say..

So today was fun.Hahaha My spacebar is kinda broken hahaha. but whatever.







I'm bored





Hahahaha sorry. Moretomorrow





♥Al

These are the times I wish I had a bb gun..

THESE EFFING BIRDS ARE CHIRPING OUTSIDE MY WINDOW AGAIN.

DUDE WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

ITS

DRIVING

ME

INSANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I WANT TO SHOOT THEM

SAKBLSGJNFG

kay

im really going to bed now.

goodnighttt

Can't even call, on the telephone..

Don't even know if you're at home.

But to control just how we feel,

between you and I, not for one to steal.

Suddenly, I'm all alone, pushed away for nothing wrong.

Don't you have the guts to say how you feel about me?

Well, tonight was literally the most fun I have had in a while. The mall was a blast, and I loved 27 Dresses. We have so much fun making fun of people.. it's sickk.


Well tonight I realized that friends are amazing, and found something that I wrote about a year ago..

Friends who have a special bond, aren't with you one day, then not there the next. They are there no matter what. The ups, the downs, and everything in between. A friend is someone you can always count on to be there when you need someone to help you through, or back you up on something. Even when you're wrong, a friend is a one, who will stick up for you, right or wrong. When something isn't right, they tell you. Friends are people who will do anything and everything to make you feel better. They make you laugh in hard times, and make you cry when they say things that are sweet. Friends are always there no matter what you both are going through. When you have fights, you both make them better, not just one person. A friend is someone who loves you, and wants you to know it every second of the day. When you put up away messages that say sad things, they message you with a silly comment, or stupid joke, that makes you smile and makes you forget about your problems. A friend is someone you can count on to keep your secrets and never tell them. When you share something, they listen, and then comment on it. A friend, is just that. A person, who has a special connection with you. Friends are amazing.

Pretty cool huh?


Well, see, I love my friends, and I think that they are just.. crazyamazing. I love you all.


Now, I am going to bed, because there are NO birds chirping outside my window!!!

Tomorrow is Easter, and that's great and all, but I seriously don't want to go to the beach.. its gonna be sooooooooooooooo hot. Why do my grandparents' temporary condo have to be at the beach across from the Queen Mary! I hate it thereee.

Okay. Everyone have a great Sunday, and a great week. You all deserve it.


Love & All that
Al


oh P.S. -- I love texting ALL day lmao I just love it!! ♥

We sign our cards and letters BFFFFF.

They've got a million ways to make me laugh.
They're looking out for me, they've got my back.

It's so good to have them around.

Well tonight, my two best friends, Joyce and Nicolette, went to a concert. Nicolette told Kevy that I was proud of him and HE SAID THANK YOU. What. Freakin. Now. BITCHES??!?!?!??!?! WHAT FREAKIN NOW?!?!?!?! And he let Joyce kiss his cheek! AHHH! Partayy.

I learned that Nicolette approves of Joyce's new "love interest" (I still can't keep up, first it was Kevo then this other dude -- he ended up being gay i think?? -- and now Britton!). So, I think that Britton could be my new cousin-in-law. But I'm still hoping that Kevin marries Joyce and then I marry Nicholas and then we are sisters.. and Nicolette can have Joe(HAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.)

Nicolette PROCEEDED to say "REE" all day in text messages to me. I swear, REE does not mean RETARDED. I mean, can't you just spell out the word?! And gee.. wtffff is that? It certainly is not COOL.

Well, Princess Nicolette also called me a faggot like 203984 times.



Well tonight I realized a few things. On one hand, I realized that best friends are there to make up for everything you have ever lost in your life, even if you think nothing can fill that spot. I also realized that when you feel like you have hit rock bottom, there's always some cool rocks down there, ya know? Nicolette's a damn shiny rock, and Joyce's rock is bedazzled. And Nick Jonas's has a hat on it, Joe's is furry, and Kevin's has snake skin shoes!!

So when you hit rock bottom, make sure you look around, because you never know who could be sitting down there with you for a while, and maybe you can help each other, and float back up to the surface, because without someone there to support you, and call you a stupid Russian, and a fag every five minutes, you won't get back up there. Get your ass off the sand, and pick up some rocks, because some of them are filled with amazing jewels.

So swallow your pride, and ask for some help. That's the best way to go.


Love and Peace,
Princess Ali "Ree"